Our truths

Its the pain that gets to me. After a while it starts to numb it isn't so bad.
I'm lying here my life slowly seeping away, he stares down at me. There is something between a manic grin and grim satisfaction written on his face. I finally notice the beauty and strength of such a face, though pale its some how fragile despite the power that radiates from his body. His eyes the deep colour is the last thing I will ever see in this world, so different from mine, their colour a soothing peace.

I just stare feeling awe, a werid happiness. Soon I will be released from this prision I've called an existance for so long. A smile crosses these old features hes finally gotten me after so many years. Its strange I stretch my hands feeling the last of my strength drain away.

Harry Poter, a name that was bourne to legend and interweeved for destiny. Here we are he kneels over my slowly dying form and I feel his relife his thoughts flood my mind his happiness fills my veins I know the feelings of love, joy, loyalty that is given without question or fear. I see the world as he does, hes wandered through sometimes blind of those who are filled with darkness. His innocenece touches what little is left of my soul understand how he has defeated me, the power I knew nothing of the one thing the world denied me.
Love. One small word but it means so much to everyone, to me its bitter and cold and nothing but four worthless little letters.

Pain seizes and racks through my body I feel the last of myself slipping away faster and faster. His hand touches the cold skin of my cheek but no connection is forged I cannot course him pain anymore.

His body convulese and arches up and what was once the Dark lord is gone. I stare and wonder how it came to be, i feel my cuts weeping almost with joy the blood trickles quietly down my face, my arms, my chest all over. He tried to kill me but my love over came the pain, sheer will and determination in the end was all I had left and it worked.
Tears of relife slide down my cheeks.


It is over.

I feel so different from before, my age, my face, my body, my heart everything has changed.
A few inches in height and a pound gained here and there. My bushy hair lays sleek and straight like a curtain of silk about my face. The permant traces of tears ecthed in my face. The scorch marks from his kisses, the feeling of that endless black abyss that lies a head in wait for me.

A broken heart isn't that bad, honest. People avoid looking at me, the pain and hurt in my face is to much to bear. His body lays cold and lifeless in that hospital bed. His bright vibrant colour washed away, those beautiful freckles are nothing more then dark smudges on his pale worn skin. The brown eyes stare into void space like a person frozen in death but never actually making it to the other side.

I sit waiting every day for a sign he will stir and be my Ron again. As each day passes he slips further and further away from me. I feel his soul tugging at mine like hes lost in the dark and only has this cord to hold on to to guide him back to me.

I feel him calling me, he craves my love, he needs me.

I toss and turn at night feeling him screaming for my help, he lays somewhere dark and frightening but I can't help him.

I stare at the lifeless form in the bed across from me a silent prayer slips from my lips, the beating of my heart races, tears sting my eyes. He stirs, he stirs.

He lives.

The feeling of your thumb scraping gently across my lip and catching the soft skin just before I kiss it.
The tiny drop of blood that trickles down your wrsit from where I nipped your thumb.

A soft thump as your slender form falls from my arms.

Forbidden.

The only word that was ever right for us. I cry as I was the life seep from your face, youth beauty and more. The soft autumn colours of your hair, your eyes. I sit and watch them fade. The blush of your magonlia skin. Dying, rotting leaving nothing but an empty shell.

Tears cuts my cheeks leaving silver trails in my pale skin. Life emans nothing anymore. Love has died along with you.

It is over. My life, my love, my past.

Its gone, my world, my life, my parents everything.
My name is worth nothing, my blood is no longer distinguished.
The coldness I've always known from the ones I'm supposed to love is gone. Everything I know is gone and cahnged, their world is now in my hands, their riches and all.
I will fashion Malfoy in a new way. Powerful yes, but honest.
The time for tradition is dead the past has gone and only the future can be changed.

I'm here standing by Harry Potters side, an equal, a friend.
I'm here in the light I survived because I did right.

I stretch the skin pulls across my brittle bones. Months I've speant lying here slowly wasting away. The crisp linene sheets smell horrible. They lie stiff with starch and glisten a virginal white. I know blood and more has stained these sheets. The chair besides my bed lays unoccupied. The comforting form of my wife is gone, I see her image forever burned into my eyes. Rushing towards me wand at the ready struck down by a single blow of green light.

smile, make my skin feel delicious.
i want to feel those shivers down my spine.
entwin myself with you.
to hold you.
satifaction.
as i hold the reamins of your fragile hand in mine.
the fingers twisted.
my trophey.
your death.
the delicious shivers.

she lies there, the stark white makin her vivid hair and freckiles stand out further. Rushed in from the great battle the hero at her side. Spells and charms bring her slowly back to life, he crumples with reliefe watching her breathing return. they pick him up the exhustion written in the scars and lines of his face. so young and yet old and fragile at the same time.
romeo and juilet but instead they live on.

a simple word, death, love, hope, joy.

what does it mean?
I stand looking at our future unfolding itself.
Long gone is the threat of spilt blood and death.
All I see is endless green fields and poppies.
I feel the warmth of your slender hands, the faith and hope of us.
I know what lies in your heart, it fills me wth happiness and calm.
Stand with me forever, until thee sun fades and the stars no longer burn.
Hold me still the bright moon, no longer shines bathing the world in darkness.
Forever is the endless green of your eyes, the solidness of your body against mine.
A kiss is enternity in a seconds worth of time.
Your my everything.

I have watched my life change and grow. Fear is long since faded replaced by smiles and happiness.
The darkness has been defeated and we won.
I have my beautiful always blushing bride and our fair children always by my side.
I regret those dear loved ones lost. They are always loved and forgoten not.
My heart swells with pride at the joy that is all around.
What we have built on the ruined foundations of the old order.
everything is what it should be and it will always stay that way.